from renn fayre

throw it in reverse, baby
back it up
as far as you can
relive it time and time again
it's only in your mind
the words, wounds
still unhealed
so many years later

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in black & white
the perception of
complexity
is lost

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a calm meadow
haunts me
grizzly?
did i imagine your blonde hair in the distance?

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melancholy moods
sway among the wanderers
peace among them
between them and the journey
a sweet sadness in their venture

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blue ballpoint
take me to the truth
tonight
if not now, when?

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Memories drip from our shirtsleeves
like that walk through last November's rain
you told me a secret i swore to keep
the reverberations still echoing in my heart
feelings surfaced, surprising
even now
i never knew

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Breathing smoke
from smoldering fire
we put out long ago
like matches igniting in a landfill
the burning returns me to the present
where i'm content in the sitting
without the thinking that
accompanies so much of this life
simply being
on the grass
living with the cherry blossoms

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lonliness
these red walls
remind me of the void
we shared the most
and then lost everything
but you're out there
in this sorrow
we're still connected

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I can see your footsteps in the sand
a lonely set of toes
thoughts accompany your movement
but i don't know them
how many miles will you walk in my absence?
how many memories will you make?
i long for the magical touch of your fingers, your mind
that smile, the slow upturning of your lips
and brightening of your eyes
an embrace for eternity